all the other girls here are stars—you are the northern lights they try to shine in through your curtains—you’re too close and too bright they try and they try but everything that they do is the ghost of a trace of a pale imitation of you....
i should be working on my paper for philosophy class but i cant help but stop and write down some things that have been on my mind lately. i seem to be much more sensitive lately, i dont know what it is but even the slightest thing said or done could draw me to tears. i dont think i've ever cried this much in such a short period of time, and its not like i'm sad. i'm the happiest person right now, i just cry..all the time. if i dont out right cry i keep it and save it for later. *sigh* i really wish i wasnt so fucked up. another thing that has been bothering me is lately i have this mind set that im not really good enough for anything anymore. i mean i have a great life dont get me wrong, but i feel like i'm not adding up to anything, that all of my life has been a repitition and though i dont mind it...i cant help but be scared because routine scares me. next on my mind is the thought that i've disappointed my best friend in some deep way and she has held it in for so long and now i'm scared of what's going to happen. i know its as simple as talking to them, but sometimes things change and when they change you can't fix them. i hope i stop worrying and being so sensitive. maybe it's because you're leaving me soon and i know i have to come to terms with that that i feel so deeply upset. what will i do without you...
i’m going your way anyway and if you’d like to come along
i’ll be yours for a song
i know you are waiting and I know that it is not for me
but I’m here and I’m ready and I’ve saved you the passenger seat
i won’t be your last dance just your last goodnight
every heart is a package tangled up in knots someone else tied
